Care-less

人有七情六欲， 不能像机器般没有感觉，

就是因为这样， 我们会受伤。。。

若不希望受伤的话， 只要什么东西你都不在乎，

你就不会难过。。。。

因为你在乎， 所以你容易受伤。。。

若是如此，干嘛要在乎。。。

ignorance is a bliss

Touched by an angel…

It hurts me so much to see you go through this. I truly understand that. I feel so bad that I cant be there for you. Despite of all the sufferings you are going through, you still thinking of trying to save the holidays you have just to be with me. That thought really touches me. That is just so sweet. You know?

I am staring at the final hurdle. That one last leap will definitely turn out to be something superb. Trust me. Cause i know that you will be standing at the finish line waiting for me.

等我哦。。。。

Pathetic bathroom

I reckon it is time to blog about the pathetic bathroom in my hostel.

1. There are only 3 bathrooms per wing. Sometimes u need to wait till your turn to bath during ‘peak’ hours

2. Very little water dripping out from the showerhead after you have almost twisted out the tap. You need to adhere yourself on to the wall in order to get the water drips to clean your body -_-

3. Surprise!!! No water incident. With the shower cream bubbles and the shampoo remnant all over your body, you cant stop blurting out those indecent words and curse the bathroom to the max.

4. Unexplainable yellowish water coming out of the showerhead. It makes you wonder where is the source of the water ?!??!

I just cant wait to grad…….

Music and Lyrics: Way back into love

WAY BACK INTO LOVE

Performed by Hugh Grant and Haley Bennett

From the OST of Music and Lyrics

I’ve been living with a shadow overhead
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I’ve been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on

I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I’ve been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs
I know that it’s out there
There’s got to be something for my soul somewhere
I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I’m open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end

VIDEO

This song touches my heart. I wish that i can watch the movie soon. 你答应会陪我看的哦！ Never imagine that Hugh Grant can sing.

Mourning

Was trying very hard to pull myself back into one again…

have been torn into pieces…

all the sleepless nights and the funeral scene…

it was so aching…

i am so tired…

Granny, may you rest in peace…

’番薯’天使：）

好久没写了。。。

不懂要怎样写自己的心情。。。

只是觉得好想快点可以回家。。。。

有时候发现到原来感觉可以欺骗自己。。。 唯有自己的心才是真的。。。

很努力地在确认自己。。。

最近很爱这首歌。。。

‘没有谁能把你抢离我身旁， 你是我的专属天使， 唯我能独占。。。

没有谁能取代你在我心上， 只有一个专属天使，我哪里还需要你的愿望。。’

有天使的感觉真的很温暖。。。 ：）

是专属天使，不是番薯天使啦！！！ *笑*

日子多难过也好，总会有雨过天晴的一天。。。 别难过。。。 要加油哦！！

手放开

我发噩梦了。。。。我不记得是什么。。。 可是我知道很可怕。。。

不想再想起它了。。。

该面对现实了。。。 我知道自己是时候该醒了。。。。

拖了那么久的事也应该做个终结了。。。。

无论我多么不舍， 也得是时候放手了。。。。

以前一些事， 过了很久想起时还是很痛的。。。。

伤我太深到我无法原谅的还是无法真正地释怀。。。。

我不懂这次需要多久我才能复原。。。。

我只知道我无法再承受了。。。。

祈祷着一切都会好好的。。。。

我是这样坚信的。。。。 一切都会好好的。。。。

婆婆。。。 要快点好起来哦！您说过要看我毕业的。。。。

很快的。。 我很快就会毕业了。。。